A letter to my self

Dear my self,

Tell your mom you love her, and do not be scared to go on weekend visits with your dad.  Tell your mom not to go out with anyone named Richard. Enjoy every second you have with your grandmother. When you look in the mirror don’t be afraid of what you see. Don’t go into the room with him. Don’t sleep in the same room as your mother or him. Don’t sleep in the room as his son. Don’t play games with his son. Don’t go to his family’s house. Don’t go to any parties at his house, and if you do always cover your eyes and call the police right away. Don’t go under the blanket with the ones playing video games, you will know who I am talking about when time gets there. If you have a choice to stay home or go with your mother somewhere, say you want to stay home. If you have a choice to go with your grandmother or stay at home with your mother, go with your grandmother. Always make sure to keep your room spotless and completely clean. Don’t hide trash in your closet or under your bed, just pick everything up and throw it away – It will help you in the long run-. When you get to the age of thirteen always stay home and go to school. Be a loner don’t make friends. When they ask you to go with them to the back of the apartments say no thanks I think ill just go home now. When you hear the scream, calmly go to the telephone and call 911. Don’t try to push him off of her, just grab a lamp off your dresser and smash it over his head, then grab the phone and call the police. And most important of all, you may think you are of age to do anything you may want, but you are not, you are a boy. A boy in a man’s world and do not try to explore it, just stay seated wherever you may be and stay there for the rest of your life just stay!